for all of the bitching, self loathing, crying, and pity parties that I throw for myself, I am actually really happy.
I keep all of the best parts of my life very close to my heart, perhaps to feel that I have something that no one else has. a memory. my very own memory of a moment, a gift, an adventure, or whatever… don’t get me wrong, I’m just as addicted to social media as much as everyone else in the world, and I do share a lot, and I’m still going to share things, but I just want to certain things and highlights of my life to be mine. my life is stupid and sad and absolutely amazing, and I’m enjoying myself rather thoroughly.
if any of you know me in real life, please stop texting me and asking me what a vague post means or why I’m not posting on Instagram as much anymore… if I wanted to talk you about it, I would. it has nothing to do with the fact that I’m falling apart, but it has everything to do with the fact that keeping all of the good shit to myself makes the falling apart shit much easier to get thru and much easier to vent about. and I think it’s a very, very good thing. sharing my shitty thoughts & feelings here legitimately makes me feel better. and I couldn’t thank you all enough for putting up with my whiney bullshit. but we’re all here for the same reasons. to share shit, whether it’s good or bad.
happiness is so important. try and take full advantage of how complete your heart can actually feel when your happiness has found it’s home in your heart. its made me quite smitten… change is coming. change is good.
it is meant to be, and it will be. ❤️
oh. my. god. im freaking out.
I’m gonna throw up.
Anonymous asked: hi! your super cute and i luv your tattoos, :) what inspires them? cheers xo
I find anarchy, weapons of mass destruction, the wrath of god, & butterflies to be very inspiring.
One day you’ll kiss someone and know those are the lips you want to kiss for the rest of your life.
just when I thought my life couldn’t get any worse..😒